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Can I tell you how handsom you are? Can I tell you how much I think about you? Can I tell you how stupid I am to I want more then just a "fling" from you? Can I tell you how much it sucks to be young and in no place to want the things I want?

Can you tell me why I feel this way? Can you tell me why I want something I can't have?

Please as the pain takes over my soul and the joy and laughter is sucked from me as they treat me like shit Tell me why when all that happens when I think of you I am somewhat ok again? Please tell  me why am I a stupid girl that longs for what I can't have?Tell me why I have to deal with this? Why cant I run away? I am in hell and I just want out and staying here is not going to help. I want so badly to take my blade I have hidden and cut my wrist like I have done so many times before. Please I just want someone to save me and no one is there I cry out in pain and no one hears. I just want to run nothing they can say or do is going to help me I hate this I dont want this I never wanted this. What sick minded person though it was ok to make me like this I want to be strong I want to be able to take care of my self. Being here is not going to help being here is making it worse. I am depressed all the time I want to die.


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